Soliloquy

I thought this was a letter; just symphonies lost in nothings still patiently painting somethings, hope Jesus just don't forget me..

And I can build this ark forever. I won't frown here. I refuse to drown here.

All this nappy hair can keep afloat. Texting questions to my Holy Father but my signal's low. Nappy, but I'm spiritual; hoping I got it right.

Grew it too far to cut cause a n***a done got some length now, tell lil shawty to chill, can we vibe to some Lauryn Hill now?

Do you really love yourself the way that you say?

Or care what folks say..

And doubt what you pray.

Holy spirit calling, a n***a been really "slept on", record player was scratched so life's been repeating the same song.

Can't have disillusions in my message like that.

For the things you want back / a Swan in all black.

Patience is a gift for one, TSA checked my bags then looked at me and said "you really packed some dreams in this?"..

Similes all in my synonyms; just schemes and shxt. Forgot to grab my charger. Thought life was good for 7s..

A pipe done burst in heaven, & got to streaming now.

It's leaking blessings but you'll miss em 'less you reach somehow.